When she is awake, she is programmed to care only about the well-being of her human, so that Klara appears to the reader like an awakened Buddha, with no trace of individualistic idiosyncrasy, no instinct for self-preservation. After sesshin, I feel like a computer that’s been rebooted. My hard disk has been repartitioned; I am free of emotions and opinions, as innocent before new experience as Klara, a being we admire without knowing why. No one can live like that all the time, I remind myself—living for the well-being of others. That is why I do sesshin a little bit at a time, not too much. Because I am afraid of disappearing.
—Keiko Ohnuma, Santa Rosa, CA
SMZC Member since August 2021